and here i go again... XD
2014's almost going to end~
and still I haven't posted any updates again. gomen ne. m(_ _)m
But I'm trying to write again so, yaaaay~ Good luck for me~ haha
I just wanted to rant some things out of my system. XD
RL is a bit of a struggle once again.. as always.. T_T
And I just had taken the JLPT N5 exam last Sunday here in the Philippines!
Finally, one of the goals I've set for my life has been achieved.
Hopefully, I pass it. *cross fingers*
Arghh.. and this!
My struggle in the fandom due to this:
No work, no okane, no fangoods. T^T
With the Countdown Live goods and the Dead or Alive Single and a possible "another single" in the near future, PLUS the con DVD of Jindependence Tour and Come Here Live and then the Joker Game DVD by mid2015. shocks.
Okane? Where are you?? Being a fangirl, reaallly, is pricey y'know~. XD
Then there's Kame and Fukada-san's (Na-ah, I'm not going to use the first name...yet. Triggers some 'unwanted tandercat' memories XD) scandalous drama entitled "Second Love" on January 2015. Seeing the pictures and the CM and other things related to this is, honestly, a struggle for my heart. XD Actually, they look quite good together and I am actually excited about this one, but, we'll never know. XD Maybe I'm just not that ready yet to hear-see-read, before-during-after the duration of this drama, about potential dating between them. XD BUT I KNOW, I CAN FEEL THAT I WILL CERTAINLY WOULD SHIP THIS TWO SOON~ haha talk about being fickle minded hahaha XD
and still I haven't posted any updates again. gomen ne. m(_ _)m
But I'm trying to write again so, yaaaay~ Good luck for me~ haha
I just wanted to rant some things out of my system. XD
RL is a bit of a struggle once again.. as always.. T_T
And I just had taken the JLPT N5 exam last Sunday here in the Philippines!
Finally, one of the goals I've set for my life has been achieved.
Hopefully, I pass it. *cross fingers*
Arghh.. and this!
My struggle in the fandom due to this:
No work, no okane, no fangoods. T^T
With the Countdown Live goods and the Dead or Alive Single and a possible "another single" in the near future, PLUS the con DVD of Jindependence Tour and Come Here Live and then the Joker Game DVD by mid2015. shocks.
Okane? Where are you?? Being a fangirl, reaallly, is pricey y'know~. XD
Then there's Kame and Fukada-san's (Na-ah, I'm not going to use the first name...yet. Triggers some 'unwanted tandercat' memories XD) scandalous drama entitled "Second Love" on January 2015. Seeing the pictures and the CM and other things related to this is, honestly, a struggle for my heart. XD Actually, they look quite good together and I am actually excited about this one, but, we'll never know. XD Maybe I'm just not that ready yet to hear-see-read, before-during-after the duration of this drama, about potential dating between them. XD BUT I KNOW, I CAN FEEL THAT I WILL CERTAINLY WOULD SHIP THIS TWO SOON~ haha talk about being fickle minded hahaha XD