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There are some I will always feel comfortable dancing with, but I guess in my world of princess stories and happy endings, I believe that there should be more. That the way I dance with a man should show the world that my heart is his. Maybe thats why I feel so guilty. Dirty, because I feel like I'm lying to the world, and maybe a little to myself by pretending that I'm okay enough to share the intimate part of me that dances. I used to think that blues dancing was just a less-raunchy style of grinding, but its part of your soul out there. Trusting your partner, yielding the control of your body to his will. Scary thought. Its vulnerability and passion, and I was stupid to think I could forget that or separate the two. If you're really blues dancing, its more personal than anything in the world.