Living in Limbo
So I think I am slowly going crazy. With most of my stuff packed up, no homework to do and this room that is almost bare of everything except for my computer, I am going crazy.
Jon is at work most of the time. I'm at Marc and Cindy's. I can't even say that I am at home, because this is becoming less and less my home as each day passes. My life is in limbo. It's funny how easily a man can over look all those little things. Like Jon. I am sure he doesn't look around at the bare walls and the carpet that needs to be shampooed before we move out, and the few pieces of furniture. I am sure he barely notices. Whereas I feel this strange clausterphobic (sp?) feeling every time I look around. Driving me kinda crazy.
No one to talk to most of the time and nothing to do. Nothing in the house to eat until Jon brings home food. Going crazy slowly.
I feel restless and listless and its only going to get worse.
I was hoping to be moved in fully by Friday but that can't happen now because Marc's truck broke down getting our furniture from Dale's house to our new place and now he has to wait til Friday to get it INTO the mechanic shop (which means it wont be fixed til like Tuesday most likely). So still another week of limbo.
I am not sure I can do it.
Jon is at work most of the time. I'm at Marc and Cindy's. I can't even say that I am at home, because this is becoming less and less my home as each day passes. My life is in limbo. It's funny how easily a man can over look all those little things. Like Jon. I am sure he doesn't look around at the bare walls and the carpet that needs to be shampooed before we move out, and the few pieces of furniture. I am sure he barely notices. Whereas I feel this strange clausterphobic (sp?) feeling every time I look around. Driving me kinda crazy.
No one to talk to most of the time and nothing to do. Nothing in the house to eat until Jon brings home food. Going crazy slowly.
I feel restless and listless and its only going to get worse.
I was hoping to be moved in fully by Friday but that can't happen now because Marc's truck broke down getting our furniture from Dale's house to our new place and now he has to wait til Friday to get it INTO the mechanic shop (which means it wont be fixed til like Tuesday most likely). So still another week of limbo.
I am not sure I can do it.