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man. i'm acting pretty immature about this whole bryan thing.
what was i thinking?
There are so many more guys out there that i could be swooning over.
not some guy from my past.
Hmm. I've been talking ot kenneth on myspace all morning. like, for 2 hours actually. He's going through some relationship issues, and i was giving him advice. and i really started thinking about me and bryan.
How if he's happy w/ some girl that he barely knows, and wants to delete all my comments from his lj, that's fine. and take her side over mine. i mean, he's the one who's gonna have a stalker after she goes back to school.
Heh. that's fine. it'll be his fault. *shrugs* whatever. i shouldn't care. he's out of my life.
I'm gonna start worrying about me. How many guys i know and talk to and like.
Hell, i talked to Doz last night about relationships and how i'm here to be single and not worry about pettiness like that. I'm just gonna flirt and get my foot in the door w/ a few groups of people, so i can get some friends to hang out with.
I really want to see War of the Worlds, but i have no one to go with and i really just wanted to go by myself earlier. Mom is too tired to go out, which is why she's asleep in her room right now. Lol.
i work the whole weekend, which sucks. and next week's schedule has to be redone b/c of me probably getting the asst. manager position. thankfully chuck hasn't shown it to anyone but me and someone else. so yeah. oh yeah, i might be getting assistant manager at work.
I got really drunk last night in celebration. :D
I'm becomming more social at the bar lately. and it's helping me out a lot. i now know patrick's whole slew of friends/roommates. they're all cool, in their own way. i'm kind of weary about his ex g/f, she kinda weirds me out b/c she's 27, and goth-ish, and just...the things he told me about her kind of freak me out. kind of the way i can see this girl treating bryan, if he's not careful...
Anyway, yeah so i was talking to patrick and chris, b/c chris was gonna play at the open mic, but this wacko got ahead of him, who hadn't even signed up to play an shit, and chris was pissed, so. yeah. and poor fran, she likes chris, and i feel for her. she tries way too hard, and it's not paying off. poor girl.
mom was with me too. and i really wanted her to see forrest play guitar. (he's the guy who reminds me of kevin) and she did stay for him, and i saw him right before he got ready to go. and i told him i brought mom to see him and that she thought he was great and he was very happy. i hugged him. he's such a cutie. i hope to talk with him more about music.
i'm anxious to see what his favorite bands are, b/c he incorporates doz's freestyling and the other bandana dude that was freestyling too (who was also very good).
i met masa, the japanese guy who's staying w/ juniper. i hope i get to know him more, so i can learn about some calligraphy. i'm SOOOOOO wanting to learn more about it!!
juniper worked, and i felt bad for her b/c she didn't really make good tips. she probably would've if she hadn't been going in her jar and buying more beer w/ it.
the bar upped the beer prices by a quarter which sucks anyway, b/c they were already one of the highest priced bars in town. so now they are probably #1.
well, kenneth should be getting back to work to rejoin our conversation, so i'm gonna stop talking now.
i can't believe i've been on the computer since 11am.
i havn't done this in weeks...
what was i thinking?
There are so many more guys out there that i could be swooning over.
not some guy from my past.
Hmm. I've been talking ot kenneth on myspace all morning. like, for 2 hours actually. He's going through some relationship issues, and i was giving him advice. and i really started thinking about me and bryan.
How if he's happy w/ some girl that he barely knows, and wants to delete all my comments from his lj, that's fine. and take her side over mine. i mean, he's the one who's gonna have a stalker after she goes back to school.
Heh. that's fine. it'll be his fault. *shrugs* whatever. i shouldn't care. he's out of my life.
I'm gonna start worrying about me. How many guys i know and talk to and like.
Hell, i talked to Doz last night about relationships and how i'm here to be single and not worry about pettiness like that. I'm just gonna flirt and get my foot in the door w/ a few groups of people, so i can get some friends to hang out with.
I really want to see War of the Worlds, but i have no one to go with and i really just wanted to go by myself earlier. Mom is too tired to go out, which is why she's asleep in her room right now. Lol.
i work the whole weekend, which sucks. and next week's schedule has to be redone b/c of me probably getting the asst. manager position. thankfully chuck hasn't shown it to anyone but me and someone else. so yeah. oh yeah, i might be getting assistant manager at work.
I got really drunk last night in celebration. :D
I'm becomming more social at the bar lately. and it's helping me out a lot. i now know patrick's whole slew of friends/roommates. they're all cool, in their own way. i'm kind of weary about his ex g/f, she kinda weirds me out b/c she's 27, and goth-ish, and just...the things he told me about her kind of freak me out. kind of the way i can see this girl treating bryan, if he's not careful...
Anyway, yeah so i was talking to patrick and chris, b/c chris was gonna play at the open mic, but this wacko got ahead of him, who hadn't even signed up to play an shit, and chris was pissed, so. yeah. and poor fran, she likes chris, and i feel for her. she tries way too hard, and it's not paying off. poor girl.
mom was with me too. and i really wanted her to see forrest play guitar. (he's the guy who reminds me of kevin) and she did stay for him, and i saw him right before he got ready to go. and i told him i brought mom to see him and that she thought he was great and he was very happy. i hugged him. he's such a cutie. i hope to talk with him more about music.
i'm anxious to see what his favorite bands are, b/c he incorporates doz's freestyling and the other bandana dude that was freestyling too (who was also very good).
i met masa, the japanese guy who's staying w/ juniper. i hope i get to know him more, so i can learn about some calligraphy. i'm SOOOOOO wanting to learn more about it!!
juniper worked, and i felt bad for her b/c she didn't really make good tips. she probably would've if she hadn't been going in her jar and buying more beer w/ it.
the bar upped the beer prices by a quarter which sucks anyway, b/c they were already one of the highest priced bars in town. so now they are probably #1.
well, kenneth should be getting back to work to rejoin our conversation, so i'm gonna stop talking now.
i can't believe i've been on the computer since 11am.
i havn't done this in weeks...