trying not to bury myself in depression here, but..

Nov 03, 2004 14:15

a good friend of mine.. and Jonathan's.. committed suicide last Thursday.
This guy pretty much patented one of my nicknames. We had classes together since he first moved here back when we were in 7th grade. We were also each other's homework backup, whenever the other didn't finish the assignment.. we'd always have the homework thing worked out between the two of us so we'd both get the grade.
I really didn't want to post this. but again, life goes on, and this is something I'd like to look back on.
He did this over a girl he'd been dating for two years..
Mary says it best. it's selfish. there are so many wonderful things to enjoy in this life, even if they come with consequences.... they must be dealt with in another way. any other way than suicide. Things can't be so bad that you have to kill yourself. come on.
I'm really not okay with the fact that I've lost two friends at such a young age.
That's probably why I tell everyone to drive safely. *sigh*
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