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Oh wow it's been a long time since I've posted. So basically here's what happened over the past month:
• I quit my job at the airport. I had a panic attack the opening day and basically couldn't go back without freaking out.
• I got a job at Hot Topic. I start training Tuesday. It's seasonal, but if I do well enough they'll keep me on. If not, I have the horse shows next spring for money.
• I lost a (once) good friend. It sounds horrible, but I couldn't feel better. I feel like a giant weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
• I've made new friends, and I'm getting to know the ones I have better.
• I managed to break not one, but two of my lenses. At this point I'm just going to save for the T1i.
• I shot a wedding for a friend. I think I did a pretty good job.
• I cut my hair super short. Like faux-hawk short.
• I dyed the top black. I look like Frank Iero.
• I got another tattoo. It's a little bat up on my collarbone and it hurt like a motherfucker.
• I got my nose pierced. That hardly hurt at all. I had to wait an hour and a half for the piercer to get to the shop. Because I had to wait so long, whenever I want a tattoo the shop is going to hook me up.
• I kind of sort of feel good for once in my life. It comes and goes, but when I feel this way it's awesome. Sometimes the moments are fleeting, sometimes it will last almost an entire day.
• I think my dad is accepting the fact that I'm an adult.
• Every day is a struggle to get my depression & ADD/ADHD under control. I take it one step at a time.
I need a paid account. Fifteen icons is killing me :(
• I quit my job at the airport. I had a panic attack the opening day and basically couldn't go back without freaking out.
• I got a job at Hot Topic. I start training Tuesday. It's seasonal, but if I do well enough they'll keep me on. If not, I have the horse shows next spring for money.
• I lost a (once) good friend. It sounds horrible, but I couldn't feel better. I feel like a giant weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
• I've made new friends, and I'm getting to know the ones I have better.
• I managed to break not one, but two of my lenses. At this point I'm just going to save for the T1i.
• I shot a wedding for a friend. I think I did a pretty good job.
• I cut my hair super short. Like faux-hawk short.
• I dyed the top black. I look like Frank Iero.
• I got another tattoo. It's a little bat up on my collarbone and it hurt like a motherfucker.
• I got my nose pierced. That hardly hurt at all. I had to wait an hour and a half for the piercer to get to the shop. Because I had to wait so long, whenever I want a tattoo the shop is going to hook me up.
• I kind of sort of feel good for once in my life. It comes and goes, but when I feel this way it's awesome. Sometimes the moments are fleeting, sometimes it will last almost an entire day.
• I think my dad is accepting the fact that I'm an adult.
• Every day is a struggle to get my depression & ADD/ADHD under control. I take it one step at a time.
I need a paid account. Fifteen icons is killing me :(