I do not know why you seem so sad, or maybe I am too busy with life but I feel like I a being pushed or pulled in every direction and there is no time for you. I know you want me to work hard but I am still such an artist so deep in myself. It's always about love and being and just existing because if we aren't happy and content in life then all the goodness seems meaningless. I wish you could find something that made you that happy. So here's a laugh for you. And now for something completely different: