So...I've decided to create a blog. That way I can share my thoughts with the world in an organized, classy way.
Anyway, I'm staying safely anonymous on it - there will be no mention of either my real name or any of my Internet aliases. That way I don't have to be concerned in any way, shape, or form with the possibility of my words/thoughts/opinions coming back to haunt me. Or cost me my job.
I've only posted twice - and both of those essay-type things have already been posted elsewhere (including here) - but here's the link just in case you want to check out how super-dark and amazingly wonderful it is -
LOOK INTO THE ABYSS.
Now...onto minor (and surprisingly related) boy drama.
Yesterday I posted a link to my shiny new blog on Facebook. I mentioned that my blog posts are just re-posts of things I've already put up on FB as "Notes," and that I didn't think anyone actually read them on FB, but maybe they'd read them now that they're in blog-form.
A few minutes later, I received a text from the guy I have a crush on...the one who likes me but "doesn't know what he wants." The conversation went like this (verbatim):
Him: So I just read your blog posts, and some of your FB notes, and I don't think you need to change a god damn thing. But you already know that...
Me: Wow...this is...unexpected. Thank you, that's sweet.
Him: Just thought I'd let you know. And before you ask, no, I'm not drunk.
Me: I appreciate it...especially coming from you, since I know how brutally honest you are. I didn't think you were drunk. But now that you said that, I wonder...LOL
Him: hahahaha
REALLY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
He pretty much just did the whole "Mark Darcy tells Bridget Jones he likes her 'just as she is' " thing.
And he texts with proper grammar and spelling (for the most part).
So...he likes me just the way I am...he doesn't think I need to change anything about myself...and he likes me. He told me so. But he won't date me.
*sigh*