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[ariadelle]

I told myself I would stop crying, and I had...

damnit

and no one tkaes me seriously, NO ONE!

I can't take another fucking thing from anyone the same way as I used to, I can't, I just fucking can't.

It won't be the same, damnit.

I want to fucking quit so bad....just let go and watch myself fall again...

I want to break so bad....fuck me....