blarrghh
well so much for going to bed before midnight. fucking arg
i'm not sure exactly what happened here, but i know i stepped on toes and i can't get to sleep because i feel so bad.
why do i freak out and push people away when things start going well or start to move forward? why do i get scared by perfectly normal human actions? everything is a damned hurdle, 3 steps forward and then another problem to clear. its a wonder anyone puts up with me.
even though an explanation was submitted, it still seams like a goddamned excuse. GAH! i can't sleep feeling like this. i feel sick to my stomach, and all I can think is .... i'm a fucktard.
ok so i guess the conclusion i've come to is that fire core fucking sucks.
what good is passion when at the slightest fuel to the flame, you burn the people you love the most?
oh and PS - the friggin frogs win again. art can go to hell.*cries*
i'm not sure exactly what happened here, but i know i stepped on toes and i can't get to sleep because i feel so bad.
why do i freak out and push people away when things start going well or start to move forward? why do i get scared by perfectly normal human actions? everything is a damned hurdle, 3 steps forward and then another problem to clear. its a wonder anyone puts up with me.
even though an explanation was submitted, it still seams like a goddamned excuse. GAH! i can't sleep feeling like this. i feel sick to my stomach, and all I can think is .... i'm a fucktard.
ok so i guess the conclusion i've come to is that fire core fucking sucks.
what good is passion when at the slightest fuel to the flame, you burn the people you love the most?
oh and PS - the friggin frogs win again. art can go to hell.*cries*