Wow
You know just when I think things can't possibly feel any worse, they do. Everyone here in the house had a guy with them last night. Nicole's boyfriend was here, Erin and her boyfriend went to Erin's parents house, and even Lane...who just broke up with her boyfriend on Thursday had someone with her tonight (by no means a slut, this is a long story). And then there's me. I don't know what I am, because he doesn't know what he is. I don't know if I'm single, or if I'm supposed to be out looking for someone new. He doesn't call me, and claims that he doesn't want to call anyone. Four and a half years, and he doesn't know if he wants me anymore. I feel very used. I was a crutch, for four years while he was in the Navy. And now that he's out, he doesn't think that he needs anyone, not even me. So yeah... there was me last night. Just me, the only alone one in the house, needing very badly to talk to the one person who doesn't want to talk to me. Karma owes me.
This morning I get two phone calls at the ass crack of dawn. One from Sarah telling me that Sherry is having her baby, and one from my mother telling me that my Uncle Chuck died from a massive heart attack last night.
So yeah. Wow life... just fucking wow.
This morning I get two phone calls at the ass crack of dawn. One from Sarah telling me that Sherry is having her baby, and one from my mother telling me that my Uncle Chuck died from a massive heart attack last night.
So yeah. Wow life... just fucking wow.