Headaches, stomaches, schoolaches, financialaches and more
So I was reading my friend's journal (mayor HI! to her, you know who you are), and I found out she's in the same situation as I. There is the belief that all bad things come in 3's but right now I feel like I'm getting 300 hundred bad things.
School is a bitch... especially college, all they seek is that you give them money even if you have to sell yourself to Satan. If you don't guess what, you don't get the pretty little paper that says: YOU HAVE A TITLE, YAY! -.-
Now there's also the people that are total asses and should not be teachers at all. I guess they have traumas. But seriously why become a teacher if you know you don't have the patience and calling for it.
I had to read a freaking book for today because my Public Opinion teacher decided to make it the second quarter exam. No one understands the damn book, no one wants to read the damn book. I have no intention on reading it (at this point) so yeah, my grade is going to go down mayorly which really sucks ass cuz I need to get a really good grade to be able to get a scholarship to go to Japan.
Good thing I have my back up plan- Korea! :D For Korea all I need is to have is that stupid paper that says I'm done (other stuff but that is the mayor one right now).
You might ask, why not read the book, it can't be that bad? Well, when you're feeling both physically and emotionally sick you don't feel like doing anything.
Someone really close to me has been detected with cancer so that has the whole family in a crisis not to mention that my mom doesn't have a stable job right now. So I don't know where the hell we're going to get 3,000 dollars to pay for the last part of my schooling, and that's leaving out transportation fees and food.
So right now I feel like just swimming across the ocean and going to Japan.
To top it all off my tummy is playing the evil bitch right now. This morning I had to go into some other school and use the bathroom because I wasn't going to make it to mine. I felt sooo embarressed. At least there wasn't that many people so I was able to escape without many stares.
*SORRY for any typos and bad spelling don't feel like writing properly. :P