Aug 02, 2008 19:14
So turns out my boyfriend's been gone for around two weeks and will be coming back in three weeks.
Oh no. The pain. I can feel my heart painfully swelling in his absence. God why. Why have you taken my sweetie from me. Oh how it hurts.
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Ok, I do miss my boyfriend and will be unbelievably happy when he comes back but, really, life could be worse. Which leads me to think that "huh, maybe I should be more lovesick" since last night makes two dreams in which I cheat on my boyfriend and in the dream it's no big deal because HE'S AWAY.
Wrong thing is, I DO think it's a pretty big deal to cheat on him even when he's away.
What would Freud say?
"It seems like this dream is a manifestation of a repressed desire to, indeed, cheat on the aforementioned boyfriend."
Fuck you, Freud.
I don't like anyone besides my boyfriend at the moment anyway. Who would I cheat with anyway? My guy friends? I'd rather eat Mondongo.
Now I'm wondering whether it's some sort of intuition telling me that HE'S cheating on me.
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That train of thought is gone now
life