Jan 29, 2004 15:00
i think i need to go to sleep.
i was talking to someone who i know their name, but for one brief second i got confused and i said "what's your name?" he looked at me like i was the biggest idiot in the whole wide world. i dunno....whilst driving home today, i got confused as to where i was in relation to my house. it was horrible. in my lab today...i sat their and talked to everyone. when in this state, i should not be allowed to talk to anyone nor should i be allowed to do anything.
my throat is so sore. i'm laying off smoking until it feels supremely better.
btw...i met david's friend amanda in satori today. that's so crazy. it's all about coincidences. sunday set something off...or else it's not as it all seems and these are just random coincidences that just so happened to go down all at the same time. this has been a surreal week. it's seemed long. it's seemed completely and utterly surreal. i feel outside myself and it's crazy. i must sleep because at least sleep might bring some sort of sanity back to me.