Tumbleweed Tumblin' On
JoAnne and Brett officially throw the best parties ever <3 so much attention to detail and such a laid back atmosphere full up with open minded humans and free flowing philosophy... It was exactly what I needed to get the grieving out of my system.
We did a total of 4 or 5 shots in Tumbleweed's honor... which felt good. Because knowing him he wouldn't want us to be moping all over the place... He'd want us cheering and celabrating what a fast and fun life he lived. I can take consolation in the fact that I never once saw him not grinning ear to ear with that cheshire smirk of his. Always happy, laughing, sarcastic, and in good spirits.
Its also good to know that he didn't burn to death. The original tale I was told on wednesday was that he rolled the car and was still alive inside while people tried to pull him from the wreckage. Which burned up completely with him inside. They would have needed the jaws of life to get him out and the car was just too aflame to do anything about it with just the two people who first came across the accident scene. What I learned at the Funeral on Friday tho was that his head injuries killed him almost instantly. So I'm glad he didn't have to suffering a death so long and agonizing.
The deaths I've experianced this summer would probably be a lot easier to deal with if I actually believed in Heaven, or any afterlife for that matter.I am unfortunatly entirely too logical to accept anything other the the simple science of the matter. Which is that life on this planet is a gift of itself, and should be lived to its fullest in its short confines. Timmy did that. My Aunt Chris did that. And I'm doing as such in their name. Because I am flesh just the same and just as impermanent. Sorry to turn melancholy on you all. I've had such and emotional rollarcoaster of events lately.
I need to go treat my pounding migraine and wash all this fake blood off now. It felt good to have a blast last night and interact with so many people. I will have to post shinanagin pictures some point.
Miss all of you <3
Razerz! I shall return your call within the next few days! I'm working all night shifts and I haven't had a day off since last weekend, so I'm officially a zombie <3 In nature and brain!
We did a total of 4 or 5 shots in Tumbleweed's honor... which felt good. Because knowing him he wouldn't want us to be moping all over the place... He'd want us cheering and celabrating what a fast and fun life he lived. I can take consolation in the fact that I never once saw him not grinning ear to ear with that cheshire smirk of his. Always happy, laughing, sarcastic, and in good spirits.
Its also good to know that he didn't burn to death. The original tale I was told on wednesday was that he rolled the car and was still alive inside while people tried to pull him from the wreckage. Which burned up completely with him inside. They would have needed the jaws of life to get him out and the car was just too aflame to do anything about it with just the two people who first came across the accident scene. What I learned at the Funeral on Friday tho was that his head injuries killed him almost instantly. So I'm glad he didn't have to suffering a death so long and agonizing.
The deaths I've experianced this summer would probably be a lot easier to deal with if I actually believed in Heaven, or any afterlife for that matter.I am unfortunatly entirely too logical to accept anything other the the simple science of the matter. Which is that life on this planet is a gift of itself, and should be lived to its fullest in its short confines. Timmy did that. My Aunt Chris did that. And I'm doing as such in their name. Because I am flesh just the same and just as impermanent. Sorry to turn melancholy on you all. I've had such and emotional rollarcoaster of events lately.
I need to go treat my pounding migraine and wash all this fake blood off now. It felt good to have a blast last night and interact with so many people. I will have to post shinanagin pictures some point.
Miss all of you <3
Razerz! I shall return your call within the next few days! I'm working all night shifts and I haven't had a day off since last weekend, so I'm officially a zombie <3 In nature and brain!