Buzzed Out of My Mind
I am super fucking buzzed right now. On what? On life, I suppose. I also suspect Starbuck's may have put a double shot of espresso in my mocha. Fucking Starbuck's.
I got my job!!!!!!! YAY! The one I interviewed for? The one I paced the house trying to figure out what to wear for like a week ago? This is officially the first job I had to compete for that I got! (Gimme a break, I'm only twenty- it's not that weird). I'm gonna get paid $11 an hour 30 hours a week to sit in a bookstore and talk to people on the phone about books. God, I love my life. I bet I get an employee discount too! WOOOOO! Cheaper books. This could be bad news. I see my pay check going down the drain.
My Jersey trip this week got cancelled (sad panda) but I'm going down to my grandmother's tomorrow to see my grandparents and my cousins. We're gonna swim in the pool and do lots of fun summer stuff. Then I'm coming back to go to job training.
I met this awesome guy over the weekend who I hope I can stay friends with. I am on top of the motherfucking world right now! High on life!
(And I'm worried the meds are making me manic again... difficult to say... maybe just less inhibited? Please?)
I got my job!!!!!!! YAY! The one I interviewed for? The one I paced the house trying to figure out what to wear for like a week ago? This is officially the first job I had to compete for that I got! (Gimme a break, I'm only twenty- it's not that weird). I'm gonna get paid $11 an hour 30 hours a week to sit in a bookstore and talk to people on the phone about books. God, I love my life. I bet I get an employee discount too! WOOOOO! Cheaper books. This could be bad news. I see my pay check going down the drain.
My Jersey trip this week got cancelled (sad panda) but I'm going down to my grandmother's tomorrow to see my grandparents and my cousins. We're gonna swim in the pool and do lots of fun summer stuff. Then I'm coming back to go to job training.
I met this awesome guy over the weekend who I hope I can stay friends with. I am on top of the motherfucking world right now! High on life!
(And I'm worried the meds are making me manic again... difficult to say... maybe just less inhibited? Please?)