I finally want to ramble and no one is awake to listen to it....so it's your turn LJ Friends! HA HA!

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So, yes, Soy-free has been really awesome! The effects have wore off slightly though. The first week without soy, I felt better than I had in like....fucking 5 years! I had actually forgotten what it felt like to feel rested. I woke up the morning after the 1st day of soy-freeness.....and I swear I could've walked 10 miles right then. I wasn't tired at all, no grouchiness, and weirdly, my chronic neck pain had went the fuck away! It was so strange, I couldn't believe that shit. So, some of my pain was related to eating soy. That is insane! Anyway, I was eating really healthy b/c at that time I hadn't got to the store and there wasn't a lot of soy free stuff in the house, short of canned veggies. However, I have since discovered that Wavy Lays and Kraft Mac & Cheese w/ Corned Beef Hash (DON'T HATE! Surprisingly, it's amazingly GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!) is soy-free. So, the less fat thing isn't really happening as much now. I do miss chocolate bars, and packaged bread, and OOOOOOOOOH DING DONGS! WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN MEEEEEEEEEEEE?!?!? Oh yeah! And chilli, fuck, I want my got damn Wolf's Brand Chilli with NO BEANS! I just want my Frito Pie, is that so much to ask? And my Fisherboy's Fish Sticks.....small, not a lot of fish, crunchy, the only seafood I would eat. Oh yes, PACKED WITH SOY! Son of a bitch.

BUT! Other than those occasional (aka everyday) cravings, it's good....the benefits outweigh my pissiness as missing out on some of my favorites. Good thing is that I can pretty much eat everything at Taco Bell, my favorite fast food place. So, that makes it better. But anything other fast food? Eh, not so much. But, I'm loving the feeling rested thing and wanting to take on life again. So, it's all good!

I have a Passion Party tonight that has run me into a little dilemma (sp?). As I may have told some of you, I have decided that I want to be a sex therapist who specializes in sexual issues within cultures. (Like some victims of the African and Arab cultures who practice female genital mutulation, for example) Well, one of my goals is too learn Spanish, since living in Texas (and the US, I suppose) this is a very common language, and if I'm specializing it helping POCs, obviously that would make me able to help more people. However, my current Spanish consists of "Hola? Como Estas?" Annnnnnd, I can count to 10. That's about it! At my Passion Party tonight, some of the guests will not be able to speak English. What happens at Passion Parties, since orders are confidential, I need to have a seperate room offered to me for people to come in and order products privately. However, when these wonderful ladies come in who can't speak English...how am I supposed to talk to them w/o an interpreter, and how does this effect my agreement as a Passion Consultant that orders are confidential if there is an interpretor in the room? I'm calling my Sponsor, who is Latina, about this later today (It's only 5am where she is right now, so....have to wait, damnit) But, I'm just a little curious as to how the fuck that's gonna work!

So, Harry Potter and the Deathyly Hallows comes out in a little over a month! I still need to go reserve my copy. And, call me a dork, but I don't care....I WANT TO GO TO MY MIDNIGHT MAGIC PARTY! I went to one w/ my little brother with HBP came out, and had fun. But, I think I would have had more fun if I had been in costume. LOL, but I feel a little weird dressing up as a Hogwarts Student when I'm fucking 21. Maybe I should find just a regular witch costume and jazz it up in my own way? The other concern is that I'm very plus-sized. 5'3", 172 lbs, 38F bra size, size 16 pants, my shirt size can vary w/ the shirt so I won't even bother listing that! So yeah, anyone know where I can find plus-size adult HP costumes, or witch costumes?

Moving to Denton is still IN ACTION! I'm going up to Denton to attend my Transfer Orientation for UNT next weekend. I CAN'T WAIT! It's gonna be awesome to be familiar with my campus, and me peers, and shamelessly promote my business!! I swear, I'm going to all the sororities and handing out my cards. LOL, fuck the bullshit. QUESTION THOUGH: What does one need to do to be able to post videos on the net?. Like, if I were to take my video camera and tape my trip to Denton, how could I make it so ya'll could see it? LOL, regardless, I'm so excited! It's gonna be great!!!

I got to talk to my 'Lisha-baby/kozmicgreys this week! We hadn't talked in forever, and I really missed talking to her. She's like of the only chicks who laughs at my ranting and doesn't get scared by it...or tell me to calm down, it's great!! We're like 2 peas in a pod, and I so wish that we could fucking live closer too each other. :"( But, it's not to be right now. But anyway! I enjoy talking to her like no one else b/c we can talk about anything, and we don't hold shit back. She's is seriously the only person I will stay on the phone for more than 30 minutes with, and I fucking HATE the phone.

Ok, that's enough rambling. TO THE KITCHEN FOR FROSTED SHREDDED WHEAT!