Sep 20, 2006 18:22
The past few days have been one of those rare days in Texas where the weather is actually perfect. It's warm, the sun is shining, the wind is blowing a slight breeze through my long, blonde hair....
And I haven't been able to enjoy SHIT of it because I've been bogged down with so much school shit. Really. Like, I've been working my ass off for no fucking reason. So, I've decided I'm dropping the online speech class....which takes up most of my time. I mean, that shit is insane. I have to have down time, and I'm not getting any right now. I mean, it was getting to the point where I wasn't having any downtime even on weekends....and that fucking shit is just not acceptable. I had speeches, writing, assignments online, assignments offline, discussion boards, tests, pop quizzes. It was all tooooooooo fucking much for one got damn class. So, yeah, screw that. My neck was hurting almost all the time from all of the stress, even just remembering it right now it making me tense. So yeah, that shit is not gonna fly. When a class is affecting my personal health, it's gotta fucking go.
I talked with my Chiropractic office about not having insurance. They have a plan I can get on when that happens. I pay $45 a month, and get 2 visits. Without insurance every visit is $45....so I'm getting 2 for the price of one. Which I might be able to handle. So, that's an option for me. I'm also going to look into financial aid and scholarships. I really don't want to go the student loan route, because that puts before in debt in easily. It's how my Uncle went into debt, and he declared bankruptcy a year ago and got some of his things taken away and there's all these terms and conditions on what he can and can not buy. And just....no. I don't want to deal with that. I mean, if I have to, I have too....but I want to avoid that at all costs. Maybe by the time I get into graduate school, if I get that far, college will be free.
LOL, yeah, right. *sings* All I have to do is dreee-e-e-e-eam....
music,
college,
hard times,
bullshit,
nice weather