I love her.... i love her not... i love her... i love her not...
I can safely say that i don't love her. I mean, sure, i've said "i love you" to her, but did i mean it? no. she said "i love you too" does she mean it? no way. i can see it in her eyes, she doesnt mean it, she's only saying it because i am. Now, i know this may sound a little harsh, but its not. we talked about it and stuff... online of course, because thats where all the important conversations are had. but i think that saying "i love you" when you don't mean it is stupid, and thats why i'm not going to, not until i mean it, then i will say it. I'm gunna go find a quote and steal it from Everwood. damn, i can't find it, oh well... maybe some other time. basically, the part i wanted to go from was something like amy saying "once all the choas subsides, once its just you and that person, thats when it becomes love" or something liek that. and that just hasnt happened yet, there is so much chaos going on right now. Anyways, the point is, i don't love her. will i ever? i bet i will, maybe someday. but i do know this: i like her a hella much. hehe.