How i really feel:
I found a nice song that shows how i feel:
A Short Fuse Burning by Less Than Jake
These are all reasons why
I'll be exploding tonite
and why this chip on my shoulder
feels like a mile wide
it's from the overwork
overtime compromise
So I'm looking tonight
for some peace of mind
maybe then I'll find some strength inside
'cause I've lost any hope of ever changing
I'm a short fuse burning
And remember who I
who I used to be
just this one-trick pony
so strung on routine
yeah, stuck on repeat
like you couldn't even believe
Thats just how it feels with her and i right now. Thats what it feels like im going thru right now. I have to get out of my routine. She can't become my life, and i have to resist it. As strong as that connection is, i cant let my life revolve around her. So what do i focus on? School of course... But when theres school there porsha, its a spiral, damnit. I just hope i dont let my fuse explode.
A Short Fuse Burning by Less Than Jake
These are all reasons why
I'll be exploding tonite
and why this chip on my shoulder
feels like a mile wide
it's from the overwork
overtime compromise
So I'm looking tonight
for some peace of mind
maybe then I'll find some strength inside
'cause I've lost any hope of ever changing
I'm a short fuse burning
And remember who I
who I used to be
just this one-trick pony
so strung on routine
yeah, stuck on repeat
like you couldn't even believe
Thats just how it feels with her and i right now. Thats what it feels like im going thru right now. I have to get out of my routine. She can't become my life, and i have to resist it. As strong as that connection is, i cant let my life revolve around her. So what do i focus on? School of course... But when theres school there porsha, its a spiral, damnit. I just hope i dont let my fuse explode.