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Nov 30, 2004 22:15

So yeah, i havent updated in like forever. And like everyone else this year i really should be working, but is anyone working? NO! we're all updating our stupid lj's. Silly kids we are.

Massacademy is going alrite, i mean its a lot of work and stuff, but the people are awesome, even the teachers. Mr. Gagne needs to stop being so hyper in class XD. And yeah... yesterday i had like a break down... it was dumb. I didnt even need to be stressing. It was all cuz i didnt do enough work over thanksgiving break... So yeah then today my advisor was all liek "phil we teachers have noticed that you have mood swings sometimes and stuff" and so yeah she went on to say that i'm not mature enough to recommend to college. wtf! w/e so yeah i'm gunna try to just be happy all the time at school. cuz she said i was a good kid when i'm happy. So yeah happy at school, and maybe i will be sad at home, maybe i will just cut out all the sadness in my life.

I just mistyped life as love. And i would like to cut all the sadness out of my love too. She sooooo needs to start being happier all the time. We can be happy together. She makes me happy when she's happy. So yeah its liek a chain reaction if she's happy then i'm happy. So thats how it works. I'm glad she is sticking with me even tho i can be a jerkface sometimes. Like last weekend i needed to really die for the way i acted. I promise never to act that way again. No more sad, no more annoyed. and i'm not gunna get frustrated tomoro either. there.

Tomoro i have a busy half day... I'm going to do work until big brother. Big brother is pretty cool actually. At first i didnt like it, and i didnt like john (my little), but he's starting to grow on me... haha i can use the running around he makes me do anyways! So after that i have labtime with dr. gibson and sasha, so we will finish making solutions and then spot the plates and that will be fun. Then i have to do more work, then sasha's dad is gunna drive us home. SO yeah that will be a good time. It makes me really mad that it's gunna be all rainy and crap! >.< now i have to stay inside and stuff, or just get really wet... :) (that could be fun, don't you think, hun?)

One thing that kinda depresses me is how i spend my friday and saturday and sunday nights at home... Also the fact that me and laura can't even bring ourselves to hang out anymore... not that i should want to (i guess)... enough about that tho.

Mornings have been wicked wierd lately. but i can't remember why i was saying that now... stupid eggnog... XD i love eggnog.

Ok, i'm rambling now so i'm just gunna stop here. maybe i'll update again... before.... christmas :P

(oh ARak is awesome for burning me cds like my current music)
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