a depressed sort of happy
I'm so happy lately! me and her are in love i think. she's so awesome!
i went back to HHS and visited all those kids back there... and it kind of depressed me... it made me remember how awesome things used to be... like... the end of 9th grade... ::sigh:: at least it wasn't the old school, that would have just killed me i think... :( i was so close to everyone there... but now it's like all i do at MassAcad is talk to porsha and complain about porsha and be happy about porsha... as laura said, so truly, today "porsha blah blah porsha"... i don't know if its good or bad... but she's all i think about now a days... i'm so pathetic... :(
on another depressing note, i need to stop watching tv. it always makes me so sad... i see the mistakes peoples on the show make, and i realize that i've made them before... i think from now on i should be friends with girls before i sweep them off their feet, it's easier that way... ::sigh::
but i'm still happy i swear... i'm even going to see porsha tomoro! :O it's so awesome! hehe.
i went back to HHS and visited all those kids back there... and it kind of depressed me... it made me remember how awesome things used to be... like... the end of 9th grade... ::sigh:: at least it wasn't the old school, that would have just killed me i think... :( i was so close to everyone there... but now it's like all i do at MassAcad is talk to porsha and complain about porsha and be happy about porsha... as laura said, so truly, today "porsha blah blah porsha"... i don't know if its good or bad... but she's all i think about now a days... i'm so pathetic... :(
on another depressing note, i need to stop watching tv. it always makes me so sad... i see the mistakes peoples on the show make, and i realize that i've made them before... i think from now on i should be friends with girls before i sweep them off their feet, it's easier that way... ::sigh::
but i'm still happy i swear... i'm even going to see porsha tomoro! :O it's so awesome! hehe.