you can't give me the dreams that are mine anyway
And what am I to do with myself in Nova Scotia?
I miss:
classes(no shit)
Morris
Toby
the debate team
the amenities of NoHo
I think that Tyler drove by me yesterday and it scared the living crap out of me. What the hell is he doing here?
Apparently Elyse wants to hang out, funny thing that, she hasn't told me herself.
I miss Philip and want him to come home.
I'm avoiding unpacking because that would feel to much like I was planning to stay for any length of time. So here I am once again, living out of a suitcase. I don't feel nearly as homeless as I would have this time last year, but it's still a lot to take. I hate that I hate it here. I feel so guilty about my feelings towards KES and this town and all the rest of it. It's hard to feel as though I'm not going backwards being so immersed in it all once again.
Legakis is leaving at the end of the year. I hope that means that Dad will be taking over for him. The old man has promised to take me fishing.
Camp on the 28!!!
It's so weird sleeping in a room by myself. A cabin packed with campers will be a welcome change.
I miss:
classes(no shit)
Morris
Toby
the debate team
the amenities of NoHo
I think that Tyler drove by me yesterday and it scared the living crap out of me. What the hell is he doing here?
Apparently Elyse wants to hang out, funny thing that, she hasn't told me herself.
I miss Philip and want him to come home.
I'm avoiding unpacking because that would feel to much like I was planning to stay for any length of time. So here I am once again, living out of a suitcase. I don't feel nearly as homeless as I would have this time last year, but it's still a lot to take. I hate that I hate it here. I feel so guilty about my feelings towards KES and this town and all the rest of it. It's hard to feel as though I'm not going backwards being so immersed in it all once again.
Legakis is leaving at the end of the year. I hope that means that Dad will be taking over for him. The old man has promised to take me fishing.
Camp on the 28!!!
It's so weird sleeping in a room by myself. A cabin packed with campers will be a welcome change.