freedom
& her face smiling invites me. and i see her smile and go towards it, her holy smile and touch, and i believe as i go to it i move towards the light, and then simply the cut as i see her touch him, see her kiss him, i'm cut, cut off again from everything as i see her kiss, her perfect lips and smile, and as i walk back through the long cold i think of these things and feel surging emotions FUCKFUCK as i remember, remember my choice, remember her choice.