get this party started.
So, I'm honestly not sure what these feelings about M are. I mean, he's not like any guy I've dated before (sure he's got the swag of D & the way of flirting of A) but still...I don't understand what it is that's drawing me to him. It's not like he even REALLY makes it seem like he likes me. Other than the few times I've gotten a "sexy" or something like that. Or picking on me I guess, but at the same time that's what he does will all girls. He told me so. Why do I like him? He's sporty, parties, & he's obviously a bit out of my league. But all the same I can't help it. Ugh, whatever I guess. It'll fade probably, they usually do.
As far as P goes, I am now 93% sure that I like him. I mean, it might just be that I'm making this up but...I don't know. I was almost all the way back to my dorm last night & I turned around so that he could walk with me. I'm probably reading too much into stuff like this, but he did stay an extra hour & a half later than he said he was last night & then hung around until I got off work to walk with me. I know he said that the party was just "drunken fun" between friends, but I dunno. Perhaps that's just what he's like & I am in fact just going too far into it.
I guess we'll see...right?
As far as P goes, I am now 93% sure that I like him. I mean, it might just be that I'm making this up but...I don't know. I was almost all the way back to my dorm last night & I turned around so that he could walk with me. I'm probably reading too much into stuff like this, but he did stay an extra hour & a half later than he said he was last night & then hung around until I got off work to walk with me. I know he said that the party was just "drunken fun" between friends, but I dunno. Perhaps that's just what he's like & I am in fact just going too far into it.
I guess we'll see...right?