I need to make new friends.
Seriously. I'm so hung up on all of the ones that I don't want to hang out with. They connect me to people that I want to hang out with even less! So I'm scared to REALLY talk to anyone anymore.
Kind of deep for a second post, but...
When I say "scared," I really do mean it. At one point, a previous incident seriously made me viscerally fear for my safety, and that of my family. Two years ago, I tried to lose contact with an acquaintance online. That guy turned out to be an allegedly autistic sociopath (guess which part was "alleged"), and I've only just now felt alright with going places online again.
It's really hard to come out of that box, now. I used to be really social. Ugh, what happened to ME?
What happened to me:
I, as an artist, developed more of an ego than I like to admit. I really only posted pictures for the praise and attention, and I hate reflecting on that. As such, when I felt like I couldn't talk to people online anymore, it ruined that current internet lifestyle. Probably for the best, in the long run.
But yeah, if anyone'd like to hang out with a Bleach fangirl whose an online recluse... let's be BFFs. lol I'll draw you pictures! :D
