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Well I haven't written in this thing in about six-hundred years.
Anyway, I'll just come out and say it.
I'm having a shitty time. A real shitty time. I pretty much hate everything about my life right. Jen is going to Afghanistan in September, the only person I ever felt like I had a chance at loving moved away, and I'm left here, melancholic and unable to perform basic algebra.
I feel like everything would be fine if only I could do calculus. If only I could do calculus...
PS. I'm sorry I haven't called anyone back, especially Amy and Mallory. I simply can't do it. I can't. I love you both very much, but right now you wouldn't want to talk to me. I'm not the person you know right now. Maybe I'll get back to normal. But it looks like a long shot for now.
Anyway, I'll just come out and say it.
I'm having a shitty time. A real shitty time. I pretty much hate everything about my life right. Jen is going to Afghanistan in September, the only person I ever felt like I had a chance at loving moved away, and I'm left here, melancholic and unable to perform basic algebra.
I feel like everything would be fine if only I could do calculus. If only I could do calculus...
PS. I'm sorry I haven't called anyone back, especially Amy and Mallory. I simply can't do it. I can't. I love you both very much, but right now you wouldn't want to talk to me. I'm not the person you know right now. Maybe I'll get back to normal. But it looks like a long shot for now.