This too shall pass
Ah, that hole inside is back. It is the cause of much unrest, and undue stress... and it was put in place by me.
I am currently pissed off at my friend situation. My closest friend right now has four legs and purrs. (close means in proximity to too, so that makes that a double entendre). My best friends live in San Diego, Corvalis, and Corvalis. Oh and my father... my near and dear father is leaving to Colorado Springs as soon as he sells his house in Troutdale. So if you're in the market for a 3 bed/2 bath house... let me know! My study buddies are gone, for the most part, as one lives downtown-ish and the other Tigard, and won't be attending the same school next year. A good person, who I thought could be a good friend, now won't talk to me unless he needs something, like a warm body to play cards with or for gaming.
And what did I do to him?
Nothing.
And why won't he talk to me, even though he sees me online? Why hasn't he called me over to watch T.V. or play a game like he did before?
Beats me.... I can assume why though.
My opinion is he may feel betrayed because I broke up with Mariah. Or he may feel betrayed because I was VERY busy with school/work/mariah for about 3 months. Or he may feel whatever for whatever reason he wants... but I would like to know why he won't return a text, why he's short over the phone, etc. I feel it's only fair, since as you can tell... it's bothering me.
And another person who I thought was going to be my friend, hasn't been acting like it. The person even kicked me off their friend's list... meaning I had to do the same. And now it seems like we can't even talk now.
But most of this is my fault, so I don't know why I'm complaining or even putting it down here in my crappy little psuedo-journal that I don't update enough. But I've done it, and it would be a huge waste of effort to delete it, so I guess I must finish this up
On the upside, it looks like Jake may need a friend now, and mayhap there is something left there after all that's happened 'tween us. Gage/Jay may need some sanity away from their new children... and um... that's it.
Love,
Aaron M. Grother!
I am currently pissed off at my friend situation. My closest friend right now has four legs and purrs. (close means in proximity to too, so that makes that a double entendre). My best friends live in San Diego, Corvalis, and Corvalis. Oh and my father... my near and dear father is leaving to Colorado Springs as soon as he sells his house in Troutdale. So if you're in the market for a 3 bed/2 bath house... let me know! My study buddies are gone, for the most part, as one lives downtown-ish and the other Tigard, and won't be attending the same school next year. A good person, who I thought could be a good friend, now won't talk to me unless he needs something, like a warm body to play cards with or for gaming.
And what did I do to him?
Nothing.
And why won't he talk to me, even though he sees me online? Why hasn't he called me over to watch T.V. or play a game like he did before?
Beats me.... I can assume why though.
My opinion is he may feel betrayed because I broke up with Mariah. Or he may feel betrayed because I was VERY busy with school/work/mariah for about 3 months. Or he may feel whatever for whatever reason he wants... but I would like to know why he won't return a text, why he's short over the phone, etc. I feel it's only fair, since as you can tell... it's bothering me.
And another person who I thought was going to be my friend, hasn't been acting like it. The person even kicked me off their friend's list... meaning I had to do the same. And now it seems like we can't even talk now.
But most of this is my fault, so I don't know why I'm complaining or even putting it down here in my crappy little psuedo-journal that I don't update enough. But I've done it, and it would be a huge waste of effort to delete it, so I guess I must finish this up
On the upside, it looks like Jake may need a friend now, and mayhap there is something left there after all that's happened 'tween us. Gage/Jay may need some sanity away from their new children... and um... that's it.
Love,
Aaron M. Grother!