murf murf murf...
i hate my life. ok maybe not but i dont care about my life anymore. its not that its really that bad and im sure im just blowing everything out of proportion. i was informed last night of something that changes my entire outlook on the past year or so of my life. makes me question my very sense of self worth (not that its that high in the first place). it makes me angry. seething cold angry. perhaps it shouldnt. perhaps i deserve it. only in class a few days and i am still not doing the homework. there was no fresh new feeling for this session. i just want it to be over. i want it all to be over and done with. i feel like doing the same old thing to solve it all but of course thats no solution at all. why do i feel so hopeless?