Sep 29, 2005 23:34
nothing to do
life is good right now
im sorry about everything
sometimes i cant control making my closest friends feel bad.
i wanted to write a post about how lame i am and how horrible everything i do is, but im sure you all know this.
i cant change what i am, or what i do, or what i feel.
i just wish that if you are to respect me as a person, you'd look beyond that.
because i sincerely respect each and everyone of the people i know. and i would want nothing less in return.
Dj made me think about God (capitalized by mistake).
i dont know who god is
i dont know if i wanna know
but as long as im living, i know that every minute that goes by, i will try to make it as enjoyable for me as for the person i may be sharing that minute with.
and if that sends me to hell, i do not care, because i will suffer eternity, but i'll always know that i did all that i could in my power to live my life the way I wanted.
im not going to church
im not reading the bible
but i'll believe in something other than myself.
i'll believe in possibilities.
how's that for a change ?