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So today pretty much sucked all together. I had the worst dentist appointment of my life this morning, and then they gave me like 8 shots. I couldnt feel half of my face from 8:30-2:30. it was awful, i was miserable. i ended up going to school just for 2nd and 3rd hours. i was just in so much pain.. then when the numbness wore off it was even worse. ugh.. so i went home and slept. then after school was out kelsey came over for a little and niki brought me a slurpee. kelsey and i got dinner and then she left for conferences. then i just sat around..
i was really looking forward to spending time with you tonight since i havent in quite awhile and i really needed you since my day sucked and my night has been miserable. whatever though, i understand you love him. but im feeling kinda left out lately. everythings all about him, and its never about the girls anymore. what happened...
so i just got off the phoen with niki and i started crying.. thats how miserable i am right now.. i hope i cheer up soon, being sad is no fun at all. maybe i'll just go to bed in like 15 minutes. what the hell
i love you
i wish i had something to be happy about lately
but i really dont.
love, your madeline.
i was really looking forward to spending time with you tonight since i havent in quite awhile and i really needed you since my day sucked and my night has been miserable. whatever though, i understand you love him. but im feeling kinda left out lately. everythings all about him, and its never about the girls anymore. what happened...
so i just got off the phoen with niki and i started crying.. thats how miserable i am right now.. i hope i cheer up soon, being sad is no fun at all. maybe i'll just go to bed in like 15 minutes. what the hell
i love you
i wish i had something to be happy about lately
but i really dont.
love, your madeline.