+ my life is ran by a cat. Who needs a man, when you have a cat that bosses you around. i.e. as soon as i got home from the er there he was at the door meowing and demanding food
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Hahahahah. Yes you are right. I have drifted into a more private but i do think about you, and want to help if i can.
With that being said im not laughing at you i promise. I will say that in the end, phone calls dont matter. i know it seems like a big deal, but i swear sometimes i am so embarrassed by the things i thought were such a big deal, and the end of shane and I.
You have got to get that crazyness under control, and really think about your actions, because they are affecting your guys future.
You have this time with him right now, do you want to waste it arguing over phone calls, or porn, or whatever else. You may never get this time back. realize that. Pick your battles very wisely.
If you miss the past you have got to get over your fears, (even though all the complaints you have over him are very good complaints), and try to go back to the person you were.
He has to be tired of this too.
I think true love is always enough ;) <3 but you have to know when to love enough to let go.
I dont know what to say about the sex, i dont really regret the sex part. I do regret looking back and feeling like a bootycall, and accepting it.
If I had been sober, and he sober, it wouldn't have been such a big deal. We just hadn't seen eachother all week and were drunk and something small blew up, as always :/
He is tired of it, yea. When I think of all the craziness, it blows my mind that we are still talking!
Socially yes, allowed in my house no. It is expensive. I am a broke girl.
Hm.
It really wasnt that weird. I enjoy guys. i do struggle with commitment, an allowing people in, this has nothing to do with shane and everything to do with my childhood.
Vegas guys are kind of a different breed then any other types of guys. so that was interesting.
I have a stalker that reads this. SAY HI. maybe one day I will. i can give you my expensive ex therapists opinion on the subject, an say it wasn't my childhood, but my disability. Which is complete shit. ;)
Dating is such an act, and a game that i find im up here and vegas guys are down here, and im 10 steps ahead of them and already know how they are going to act. sometimes dating bores me because i understand how people work, so well.
With that being said im not laughing at you i promise. I will say that in the end, phone calls dont matter. i know it seems like a big deal, but i swear sometimes i am so embarrassed by the things i thought were such a big deal, and the end of shane and I.
You have got to get that crazyness under control, and really think about your actions, because they are affecting your guys future.
You have this time with him right now, do you want to waste it arguing over phone calls, or porn, or whatever else. You may never get this time back. realize that. Pick your battles very wisely.
If you miss the past you have got to get over your fears, (even though all the complaints you have over him are very good complaints), and try to go back to the person you were.
He has to be tired of this too.
I think true love is always enough ;) <3 but you have to know when to love enough to let go.
I dont know what to say about the sex, i dont really regret
the sex part. I do regret looking back and feeling like a bootycall, and accepting it.
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He is tired of it, yea. When I think of all the craziness, it blows my mind that we are still talking!
This is all very good advice :p
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drunk not so much.
i also have a rule that there is no alochol allowed my house.
This has pissed a few guys off. but you know what. whatever.
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Was it weird being with other guys after your breakup?
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Hm.
It really wasnt that weird. I enjoy guys. i do struggle with commitment, an allowing people in, this has nothing to do with shane and everything to do with my childhood.
Vegas guys are kind of a different breed then any other types of guys. so that was interesting.
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Dating is such an act, and a game that i find im up here
and vegas guys are down here, and im 10 steps ahead of them and already know how they are going to act. sometimes dating bores me because i understand how people work, so well.
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porn is just porn, and guys like to get drunk and dial.
this doesnt mean he doesnt love you
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one time i totally thought my ex roomate was a freak for having "under age girls" porn though.
yuck
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I just...uggg
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