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+ my life is ran by a cat. Who needs a man, when you have a cat that bosses you around. i.e. as soon as i got home from the er there he was at the door meowing and demanding food ( Read more... )

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areyoucominhome May 18 2008, 03:49:21 UTC
Hahahahah. Yes you are right. I have drifted into a more private but i do think about you, and want to help if i can.

With that being said im not laughing at you i promise. I will say that in the end, phone calls dont matter. i know it seems like a big deal, but i swear sometimes i am so embarrassed by the things i thought were such a big deal, and the end of shane and I.

You have got to get that crazyness under control, and really think about your actions, because they are affecting your guys future.

You have this time with him right now, do you want to waste it arguing over phone calls, or porn, or whatever else. You may never get this time back. realize that. Pick your battles very wisely.

If you miss the past you have got to get over your fears, (even though all the complaints you have over him are very good complaints), and try to go back to the person you were.

He has to be tired of this too.

I think true love is always enough ;) <3 but you have to know when to love enough to let go.

I dont know what to say about the sex, i dont really regret
the sex part. I do regret looking back and feeling like a bootycall, and accepting it.

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clint_redhot May 18 2008, 03:57:22 UTC
If I had been sober, and he sober, it wouldn't have been such a big deal. We just hadn't seen eachother all week and were drunk and something small blew up, as always :/

He is tired of it, yea. When I think of all the craziness, it blows my mind that we are still talking!

This is all very good advice :p

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areyoucominhome May 18 2008, 04:00:59 UTC
I have only drank once since leaving l.a. i dig me sober, me
drunk not so much.

i also have a rule that there is no alochol allowed my house.
This has pissed a few guys off. but you know what. whatever.

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clint_redhot May 18 2008, 04:05:50 UTC
Do you think once you get more and more stuff under control you'll go back to drinking socially?

Was it weird being with other guys after your breakup?

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areyoucominhome May 18 2008, 04:11:35 UTC
Socially yes, allowed in my house no. It is expensive. I am a broke girl.

Hm.

It really wasnt that weird. I enjoy guys. i do struggle with commitment, an allowing people in, this has nothing to do with shane and everything to do with my childhood.

Vegas guys are kind of a different breed then any other types of guys. so that was interesting.

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clint_redhot May 18 2008, 04:21:24 UTC
If you ever want to open up, I've always wondered what did happen in your childhood.

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areyoucominhome May 18 2008, 04:29:44 UTC
I have a stalker that reads this. SAY HI. maybe one day I will. i can give you my expensive ex therapists opinion on the subject, an say it wasn't my childhood, but my disability. Which is complete shit. ;)

Dating is such an act, and a game that i find im up here
and vegas guys are down here, and im 10 steps ahead of them and already know how they are going to act. sometimes dating bores me because i understand how people work, so well.

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clint_redhot May 18 2008, 04:36:52 UTC
Well, my email is tiffanyflint81@gmail.com if you're ever bored and feel like talking about it!

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clint_redhot May 18 2008, 04:47:10 UTC
...also, it's been really nice talking to you. Missed ya :p

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areyoucominhome May 18 2008, 05:32:36 UTC
<3 ;) i wish yall the best.

porn is just porn, and guys like to get drunk and dial.

this doesnt mean he doesnt love you

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clint_redhot May 18 2008, 05:43:42 UTC
Oh, I know that. It's more just something that bothers me for many other reasons.

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areyoucominhome May 18 2008, 05:45:40 UTC
ive never thought of checking a dudes porn collection MAYBE ILL START

one time i totally thought my ex roomate was a freak for having "under age girls" porn though.

yuck

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clint_redhot May 18 2008, 05:51:56 UTC
Yea, that stuff is yuck.

I just...uggg

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areyoucominhome May 18 2008, 06:21:40 UTC
i think im going to unlock this so others can read it and not ask me the same questions over an over is that cool?

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clint_redhot May 18 2008, 06:22:16 UTC
Yea, just remove my one really long comment about last night...sorta embarrassing :p

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areyoucominhome May 18 2008, 06:29:19 UTC
lol yeah it is kinda scarey how "live" this site is. its why i stopped posting for quite awhile

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