I Just Need to Rant
So I just got off the phone with Angelica and she was talking about Jared and it just made me realize how fucking complicated guys are.
All my friends in Houston have boyfriends. Okay, I know that is a complete exaggeration. But what I mean is the people are regularly hang out with. Or hang out with hte most have boyfriends.
Courtney is dating Clay.
Stephanie is dating Erik.
Jessie is dating Jet.
Ashley is dating Matt.
It's not that I want a boyfriend persay. I mean I do. Cuz I see how they all are with their significant others. But it's more that I feel left out. Ya know?
And I don't really like anyone at our school. I sorta like two people. But not really and it's so complicated.
Boy 1- We already went through that whole horried situation and it practically ruined our friendship. And now that we are finally over that akward period, I think I have feelings for him again. But he doesn't feel the same way. And I'm afraid to feel ne thing towards him cuz it could affect our friendship. And he is moving. So I guess I'll just have to ignore it.
Boy 2- There just is no chance. He thinks of me like a little sister. It's pathetic. Plus, I think he secretly hates me. But I have no idea why. It's just this nervous feeling get. His ex girlfreind is so beautiful. Oh well.
That's about it. Other then the boy confusions life is pretty great. My birthday is Tuesday, I'll finally be 17. The legal age of conset. WOOHOO! Not that I can really use that toward my advantage but oh well.
Ok I'm out
All my friends in Houston have boyfriends. Okay, I know that is a complete exaggeration. But what I mean is the people are regularly hang out with. Or hang out with hte most have boyfriends.
Courtney is dating Clay.
Stephanie is dating Erik.
Jessie is dating Jet.
Ashley is dating Matt.
It's not that I want a boyfriend persay. I mean I do. Cuz I see how they all are with their significant others. But it's more that I feel left out. Ya know?
And I don't really like anyone at our school. I sorta like two people. But not really and it's so complicated.
Boy 1- We already went through that whole horried situation and it practically ruined our friendship. And now that we are finally over that akward period, I think I have feelings for him again. But he doesn't feel the same way. And I'm afraid to feel ne thing towards him cuz it could affect our friendship. And he is moving. So I guess I'll just have to ignore it.
Boy 2- There just is no chance. He thinks of me like a little sister. It's pathetic. Plus, I think he secretly hates me. But I have no idea why. It's just this nervous feeling get. His ex girlfreind is so beautiful. Oh well.
That's about it. Other then the boy confusions life is pretty great. My birthday is Tuesday, I'll finally be 17. The legal age of conset. WOOHOO! Not that I can really use that toward my advantage but oh well.
Ok I'm out