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Still no personal computer, so my updating is sparse and far between.
IDK when I last updated so I'll just start from what I remember.
Sweet Sixteen was this weekend. I wasn't going to go but Rachel was pissed cuz she kept having to change her dinner reseverations everytime I cancelled. This was on Friday.
So Saturday afternoon I went to the Bayou City Art Festival with Ashley and I was complaining about Sweet Sixteen and she was like dude just ditch Rachel and go with me and Matt. So I did, Rachel was pissed, she tried to guilt me but I got over it.
So the dance was alot of fun. Everyone and their mom was there (minus Jessie). There were chocolate covered strawberries, crappy music, overall a good time. I hung out with Ben for alot of the time... which was weird. I mean, I don't like him anymore but there are still those lingering feelings. That sounds wrong too. Ok maybe this will make sense. Most of the time I don't like him. But every once in a while he will do something that brings back all those feelings and I hate him for it. Right when things are getting unawkward too.
Ok this is going back to Friday night (sorry from my stream of conciousness here). So I hung out with Stephanie and Rachel at Karmic Fortune (this metaphysical store where Rach works). And to make a long story short we called Mark and he stops by for a while. So I take this as a sign to call Steven since he told me to earlier that day (another story all together). So I call and we talk and I was like are you shocked I called you and he was like no not at all I'm actually very proud of you. WHAT THE FUCK!? I'm so sick and tired of him treating me like a little sister. That's not what I want from him.
Ok so back to Saturday - Steven is there and he literally comes up and gives me a noogie (you remember those wehre they ruffle your hair- AGAIN WITH THE LITTLE SISTER THEME) and I we talked and somehow the phone conversation came up and he was like I'm glad you listen to what I have to say. So now I definitely see where I stand. Good to know.
Everything in life is just so fucking complicated. Well, not really. I'll get over it.
I think that's about it.
IDK when I last updated so I'll just start from what I remember.
Sweet Sixteen was this weekend. I wasn't going to go but Rachel was pissed cuz she kept having to change her dinner reseverations everytime I cancelled. This was on Friday.
So Saturday afternoon I went to the Bayou City Art Festival with Ashley and I was complaining about Sweet Sixteen and she was like dude just ditch Rachel and go with me and Matt. So I did, Rachel was pissed, she tried to guilt me but I got over it.
So the dance was alot of fun. Everyone and their mom was there (minus Jessie). There were chocolate covered strawberries, crappy music, overall a good time. I hung out with Ben for alot of the time... which was weird. I mean, I don't like him anymore but there are still those lingering feelings. That sounds wrong too. Ok maybe this will make sense. Most of the time I don't like him. But every once in a while he will do something that brings back all those feelings and I hate him for it. Right when things are getting unawkward too.
Ok this is going back to Friday night (sorry from my stream of conciousness here). So I hung out with Stephanie and Rachel at Karmic Fortune (this metaphysical store where Rach works). And to make a long story short we called Mark and he stops by for a while. So I take this as a sign to call Steven since he told me to earlier that day (another story all together). So I call and we talk and I was like are you shocked I called you and he was like no not at all I'm actually very proud of you. WHAT THE FUCK!? I'm so sick and tired of him treating me like a little sister. That's not what I want from him.
Ok so back to Saturday - Steven is there and he literally comes up and gives me a noogie (you remember those wehre they ruffle your hair- AGAIN WITH THE LITTLE SISTER THEME) and I we talked and somehow the phone conversation came up and he was like I'm glad you listen to what I have to say. So now I definitely see where I stand. Good to know.
Everything in life is just so fucking complicated. Well, not really. I'll get over it.
I think that's about it.