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[arewethere_yet]

and so it ends....or begins.  Have you ever just watched someone?  Not talking about in a stalker way, but just noticing little things about people as time goes on.  People are funny, they can be easily influenced by actions, but more often are found obsessing and interpretting what someone said.  Nothing said can ever be taken back.  You say it

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[anonymous]

i couldn't have said it better. I have a problem of not telling people how i feel and the only ones that hear about it usually are you and liz lol what you said last night when we were in the car about being honest with us - like telling me my feet smell hehe - was soso right- u are my bestest friend and i will also always be here to listen to you just as you have listened to EVERYONE else. But about our "group" sometimes i feel like it's just a couple of little coteries or cliques that are together for the night because people leave, exclude people, obesess over certain others, some might stalk lol anywayz, i just hope i'll get the courage to tell these people and certain others how much i really feel excluded and just randomly placed in the group. if it weren't for my face painting mustache from melissa or my one catch of the night- i feel like i had no purpose to be there except drive liz, people need to know that they act different around other people ::cough::guyz::cough:: and that their actions and words affect their "friends." as much as everyone had a great time last night- i can't say i can, i didnt want this to be a shpeel about myself because lauren wrote a great entry about herself and thats what i wanted to comment on. i just wish i could be "accepted" into the group differently like a certain few who everyone loves and wants to sit with at lunch or go to their house or car, because even when people get really mad or annoyed at them, the next minute they seem to forget and are BFFs AEAE again lol anywayz i just want to give a major kudos to lauren for writing that post - the first step is admitting it, the second is acting on it- u only have one step - go for it!

[anonymous]

haha yea so my name is katherine as everyone already knew i just forgot to add that lol