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An update:
Things are kind of hard for me right now:
The negatives: I got chased and cursed out by a homeless man when I was alone on a street at 6 am. I had to run to a subway station and jump on a train. One of the youth at work almost physically attacked me when I was alone with him. He managed to slam me with a door and when I got my balance back, stand above me and spit into my face.as he told me that Hitler should have killed me and how he should have done it. Two of the youth stole money from my purse and saw my personal information which scares me. One of the youth knows he can get at me by following me with his eyes, which he does constantly. Another youth tells me what I am like in bed. I have to get surgery on my foot. I have to get x-rays, an MRI and go to physical therapy for my back. I might have to get surgery too. I have to pay for all this and take time off work for all this. My cats have been killing a lot of mice. Once, at 530 am when I woke up for work, I almost put my foot down on a dead one missing its legs. I work 50 hrs. a week and don't have time for myself.
The positives: I just found out a friend from high school lives down the street. Another friend from high school is visiting this weekend and has promised to make me smile :) My roommates are wonder people. My family visited and told me how proud they are of me for what I am doing with my life and couldn't get over the fact that "I look so beautiful" with my short hair and confidence. I am flying to L.A to see my amazing boyfriend in 2 weeks. I am loved by so many.
Things are kind of hard for me right now:
The negatives: I got chased and cursed out by a homeless man when I was alone on a street at 6 am. I had to run to a subway station and jump on a train. One of the youth at work almost physically attacked me when I was alone with him. He managed to slam me with a door and when I got my balance back, stand above me and spit into my face.as he told me that Hitler should have killed me and how he should have done it. Two of the youth stole money from my purse and saw my personal information which scares me. One of the youth knows he can get at me by following me with his eyes, which he does constantly. Another youth tells me what I am like in bed. I have to get surgery on my foot. I have to get x-rays, an MRI and go to physical therapy for my back. I might have to get surgery too. I have to pay for all this and take time off work for all this. My cats have been killing a lot of mice. Once, at 530 am when I woke up for work, I almost put my foot down on a dead one missing its legs. I work 50 hrs. a week and don't have time for myself.
The positives: I just found out a friend from high school lives down the street. Another friend from high school is visiting this weekend and has promised to make me smile :) My roommates are wonder people. My family visited and told me how proud they are of me for what I am doing with my life and couldn't get over the fact that "I look so beautiful" with my short hair and confidence. I am flying to L.A to see my amazing boyfriend in 2 weeks. I am loved by so many.