...i just dont know....
I made a big mistake, and i cant take this one back. i guess i just wasn't thinkning clearly enough to judge the situation, which is funny because i thought i was the type of girl that could always be in control or what happened to her or of what she did. well i guess i proved myself wrong entirely on that subject. i just dont know what i was thinking, and all of you out there who know me, know that i usually use pretty good judgement, but i just made this one mistake,,..(okay, maybe two mistakes), that could change me forever, it could change who i am, emotionaly, physically, and mentally...well im not going to completely spill to you what i did because i would like to keep at least a shread of my dignity and of my self-confidence....I'll talk to you guys later, or at school, and Ashlee, sorry, my mom never told me that you called until tonight when i got home and by then it was too late, and get this i was clothes shopping, but not for me, for my bf....crazy huh.....and nicole....i saw quintons truck in your moms drive way...whats up with that? u shoulda called me and we coulda done something......talk to you later...and alan, if you visited....hey!............LaTeR