scary night ...
I was with Sebastien last night.
Once we smoked up, I couldn't really hold myself up. I went inside a few seconds earlier than Sebastien. I went up to bed. A little while later, Sebastien notcied how pale I was.
Then I got really cold. REALLY cold!
I started to shake, and my eyes rolled in the back of my head. I'm assuming I had a seizure.
I scared the shit outta Sebastien.
Tonight I got my old TV and my nanny and pappi's old VCR and hooked it all up tonight. Right now I'm watching my tape that I used to record last weeks shows. I missed them all.
Monday I taped the OC {I saw that a coupla night's ago.} and CSI: Miami, which I'm watching now.
Tuesday I taped Law and Order. I was going to tape 24, but it wasn't on ... stupid bitch bush ...
on another note
I've come to realize that one person can make a difference.
One murderer to kill a father of an unborn child, which could ruin that childs life ... one person can save someone else's life, like Sebastien did with mine.
It's his love that saved me.
I Love you, Sebastien ...
I always will. No matter what happens.
Once we smoked up, I couldn't really hold myself up. I went inside a few seconds earlier than Sebastien. I went up to bed. A little while later, Sebastien notcied how pale I was.
Then I got really cold. REALLY cold!
I started to shake, and my eyes rolled in the back of my head. I'm assuming I had a seizure.
I scared the shit outta Sebastien.
Tonight I got my old TV and my nanny and pappi's old VCR and hooked it all up tonight. Right now I'm watching my tape that I used to record last weeks shows. I missed them all.
Monday I taped the OC {I saw that a coupla night's ago.} and CSI: Miami, which I'm watching now.
Tuesday I taped Law and Order. I was going to tape 24, but it wasn't on ... stupid bitch bush ...
on another note
I've come to realize that one person can make a difference.
One murderer to kill a father of an unborn child, which could ruin that childs life ... one person can save someone else's life, like Sebastien did with mine.
It's his love that saved me.
I Love you, Sebastien ...
I always will. No matter what happens.