Getting worried...
I'm getting worried about a lot of things right now...
First off, Kanda's been acting like a jerk. No surprise there. Guess it's just his nature... but ever since we've moved to the Asian Branch and all and he talked to Bak, it's been more awkward. Don't know why. Kanda's a tight-lipped arse right about now... and he's acting funny. Not like a clown-funny, but kind of... I don't know, just somehow different... I thought he got injured the other night, but it seems I was mistaken; he was just training late at night.
Lavi... I miss Lavi a lot... He just came back from a mission, but he's not been around much, really... This might sound ridiculous cheesy, but when Lavi doesn't smile, the world feels sad. There's always something on Lavi's shoulders and I want to know what, but I can't ask him. That's rude... Lavi hasn't come around often either, so it's rather depressing.
Timcanpy's been restless. Since Master Cross is gone until God-knows-when, Timcanpy has been fluttering back into that room. Even though the blood is gone and the Inspector isn't sitting in there eating anymore (thank God a million times here), Tim still wanders in there. I'm concerned about Tim, really.
The Noah have been on the move again. I can't explain how I know this, but I just get that feeling that they're planning something and whatever happened in the Ark definitely isn't over. Maybe it's the Musician within me telling me this. I can never tell if he's warning me or taunting me. Either one is unappealing, to say the least. In any case, I can feel him more pronounced now and it's bothering me. I can't tell the Inspector or Link because of the obvious. Speaking of...
Link won't get off my back. Really. Everyday seems to follow the same routine now. Wake up, brush teeth, eat breakfast, paperwork, lunch, paperwork, dinner, paperwork, bed. I hardly can see Lenalee or Lavi or anyone, really. Bookman's been telling me to be patient about it. Seems he knows more about this than me and I guess I can say I'm grateful for that. I need some encouraging words.
Lenalee, could you possible get me out of here?! I feel like the walking dead *frowns* I'll even go talk with you and your brother for hours or something... I just can't stand all this God-awful paperwork.
And when can I start training with Kanda again? I know he beats my arse a lot, but quite frankly, I'm not going to be good in the field if I'm stuck doing paperwork all the time. I need to train, too. I hope they realize that v__v
Or maybe they don't want me to train so I'll become ridiculous powerful, beat everyone down, and rule the whole world. Pfft. Yeah right. Give me a break.
First off, Kanda's been acting like a jerk. No surprise there. Guess it's just his nature... but ever since we've moved to the Asian Branch and all and he talked to Bak, it's been more awkward. Don't know why. Kanda's a tight-lipped arse right about now... and he's acting funny. Not like a clown-funny, but kind of... I don't know, just somehow different... I thought he got injured the other night, but it seems I was mistaken; he was just training late at night.
Lavi... I miss Lavi a lot... He just came back from a mission, but he's not been around much, really... This might sound ridiculous cheesy, but when Lavi doesn't smile, the world feels sad. There's always something on Lavi's shoulders and I want to know what, but I can't ask him. That's rude... Lavi hasn't come around often either, so it's rather depressing.
Timcanpy's been restless. Since Master Cross is gone until God-knows-when, Timcanpy has been fluttering back into that room. Even though the blood is gone and the Inspector isn't sitting in there eating anymore (thank God a million times here), Tim still wanders in there. I'm concerned about Tim, really.
The Noah have been on the move again. I can't explain how I know this, but I just get that feeling that they're planning something and whatever happened in the Ark definitely isn't over. Maybe it's the Musician within me telling me this. I can never tell if he's warning me or taunting me. Either one is unappealing, to say the least. In any case, I can feel him more pronounced now and it's bothering me. I can't tell the Inspector or Link because of the obvious. Speaking of...
Link won't get off my back. Really. Everyday seems to follow the same routine now. Wake up, brush teeth, eat breakfast, paperwork, lunch, paperwork, dinner, paperwork, bed. I hardly can see Lenalee or Lavi or anyone, really. Bookman's been telling me to be patient about it. Seems he knows more about this than me and I guess I can say I'm grateful for that. I need some encouraging words.
Lenalee, could you possible get me out of here?! I feel like the walking dead *frowns* I'll even go talk with you and your brother for hours or something... I just can't stand all this God-awful paperwork.
And when can I start training with Kanda again? I know he beats my arse a lot, but quite frankly, I'm not going to be good in the field if I'm stuck doing paperwork all the time. I need to train, too. I hope they realize that v__v
Or maybe they don't want me to train so I'll become ridiculous powerful, beat everyone down, and rule the whole world. Pfft. Yeah right. Give me a break.