all things considered.
every once in a while its good to consider all options.
this teeter tottering must end.
i need to find something concrete to hold onto. not latch on. hold onto. and yea theres a difference.
it funny how i thought about teaching, then no
then reception work. okay only temporary
writing. author status..
then no.
then real estate....alright we could do something
then waited.
then cookies.......bake bake bake....now ive hit a road block with it
and now im considering an MBA which makes sence in my head, but only for the moment.
am i flaky? really? could i be flaky? it sounds like it. and i dont like it. careers are the only thing i vascilate with in my life. everything else pretty much stays at a constant. and all of these changes came in the span of a year, a year when most people are setting into their groove and, well i feel far from it. i dont know anymore. and im getting tired that somehow things wont work out, ever....what if im destined to just work odd jobs.....
i try to fill in the holes in my life with happy thoughts and warm love filled desires. sometimes this works. but other times i just end up feeling blah.....
this teeter tottering must end.
i need to find something concrete to hold onto. not latch on. hold onto. and yea theres a difference.
it funny how i thought about teaching, then no
then reception work. okay only temporary
writing. author status..
then no.
then real estate....alright we could do something
then waited.
then cookies.......bake bake bake....now ive hit a road block with it
and now im considering an MBA which makes sence in my head, but only for the moment.
am i flaky? really? could i be flaky? it sounds like it. and i dont like it. careers are the only thing i vascilate with in my life. everything else pretty much stays at a constant. and all of these changes came in the span of a year, a year when most people are setting into their groove and, well i feel far from it. i dont know anymore. and im getting tired that somehow things wont work out, ever....what if im destined to just work odd jobs.....
i try to fill in the holes in my life with happy thoughts and warm love filled desires. sometimes this works. but other times i just end up feeling blah.....