this was an autosaved draft. i don't remember when i wrote this, but i like it.
the other day i had a memory about my ex that was so terrible that it made me cancel out every nice thought that i ever had about him and swear that if i ever saw him again i'd give him "the business."
this is of course way different than what i'd normally do of being cordial and polite and then walk away quickly talking the most liquidy of diarrhea about him.
if i ever see one of his friends that i actually liked, i won't pretend he was a tortured soul that i couldn't handle and wish him the best.
i'm gonna fucking call him out.
yes.
i will be that crazy bitch girlfriend.
and the most fucked up thing is, i can't remember what it was that got me so pissed.
and what's more fucked up than that is that everytime i try to think of something awful, whatever i think of is not it!
it's something else! and then i get upset that i can't remember it!
but then i get even more upset that it was something just as horrible, if not worse.
oh, if only i could remember.
i mean, i know he was bad, but i wouldn't allow myself to give in.
"but what about all of the good stuff and good times that we had?"
NO.
STOP DOING THIS TO YOURSELF LADY.
please compare all of the horrible things that he did to you or said to you, to the horrible and mean things that Geo has done or said to you.
ok.
what?
Geo doesn't have a mean bone in his body.
it's why he's so squishy.
[wait... robots are not squishy!]
please compare all of the semi-nice and confusing, and a bit back-handed compliments given ever against all of the wonderful things that Geo has said or done for you in just one day.
how many times has Geo ever yelled at you?
this does not count any time in which either one of your are drunk and he's trying to yell louder than you.
Geo can't even pretend to be mad...
see, lady.
this guy was an asshole and you should stop wasting your energy trying to remember what horrible thing it was that he said or did.
you finally got a man that drops as much science as he does compliments.
this is of course way different than what i'd normally do of being cordial and polite and then walk away quickly talking the most liquidy of diarrhea about him.
if i ever see one of his friends that i actually liked, i won't pretend he was a tortured soul that i couldn't handle and wish him the best.
i'm gonna fucking call him out.
yes.
i will be that crazy bitch girlfriend.
and the most fucked up thing is, i can't remember what it was that got me so pissed.
and what's more fucked up than that is that everytime i try to think of something awful, whatever i think of is not it!
it's something else! and then i get upset that i can't remember it!
but then i get even more upset that it was something just as horrible, if not worse.
oh, if only i could remember.
i mean, i know he was bad, but i wouldn't allow myself to give in.
"but what about all of the good stuff and good times that we had?"
NO.
STOP DOING THIS TO YOURSELF LADY.
please compare all of the horrible things that he did to you or said to you, to the horrible and mean things that Geo has done or said to you.
ok.
what?
Geo doesn't have a mean bone in his body.
it's why he's so squishy.
[wait... robots are not squishy!]
please compare all of the semi-nice and confusing, and a bit back-handed compliments given ever against all of the wonderful things that Geo has said or done for you in just one day.
how many times has Geo ever yelled at you?
this does not count any time in which either one of your are drunk and he's trying to yell louder than you.
Geo can't even pretend to be mad...
see, lady.
this guy was an asshole and you should stop wasting your energy trying to remember what horrible thing it was that he said or did.
you finally got a man that drops as much science as he does compliments.