R.I.P.
This week has been stressful, yet insightful and meaningful.
-I am finally going out on my own... to most by now thats not a big deal, but its the world to me. Kelly and I got an apartment in Daytona (so that we can be closer to school) and I am sooooooo excited about it! We move in November 1st. My dad doesnt want me to move out because he thinks that its not going to work out.. but I cant let him control my life by making me feel guilty every 10 seconds.
-I am becoming a server at fridays within the month (thats how i am going to be able to afford the apartment!)
-one of my co-workers passed away in a tragic accident on 10/05/05. The entire situation is so surreal and weird and the timing of it just blew me away. (it's a long story that i dont want to go into details about). She was a fun crazy girl and all there is for me to think is that she is in a better place! Her service was today and it was so sad. (something kinda of ironic about her service.. the address was 420... we dont know if they planned that or not!) It was a really nice service. I was 'ok' until I saw her 10 yr old son and he was crying... i broke down. its so sad that she had to die at only 30. I hope her family knows how many people have them and her in their thoughts. This whole experience has opened my eyes to the fact that we really dont have that long to make something out of our lives. Also to be kind to those around me no matter what. and to tell everyone how I feel about them. thanks for reading.. or not.
-I am finally going out on my own... to most by now thats not a big deal, but its the world to me. Kelly and I got an apartment in Daytona (so that we can be closer to school) and I am sooooooo excited about it! We move in November 1st. My dad doesnt want me to move out because he thinks that its not going to work out.. but I cant let him control my life by making me feel guilty every 10 seconds.
-I am becoming a server at fridays within the month (thats how i am going to be able to afford the apartment!)
-one of my co-workers passed away in a tragic accident on 10/05/05. The entire situation is so surreal and weird and the timing of it just blew me away. (it's a long story that i dont want to go into details about). She was a fun crazy girl and all there is for me to think is that she is in a better place! Her service was today and it was so sad. (something kinda of ironic about her service.. the address was 420... we dont know if they planned that or not!) It was a really nice service. I was 'ok' until I saw her 10 yr old son and he was crying... i broke down. its so sad that she had to die at only 30. I hope her family knows how many people have them and her in their thoughts. This whole experience has opened my eyes to the fact that we really dont have that long to make something out of our lives. Also to be kind to those around me no matter what. and to tell everyone how I feel about them. thanks for reading.. or not.