Feb 14, 2006 23:06
Tonight after watching Kill Bill V.1 my uncle Jack started talking to me about how Billy was a great man and then he started to get strange. He said he had been talking to God and how it would be great if God would resurrect Billy so people would convert to Jesus and use Billy as a holey symbol. Only if we prayed and asked god humbly would he be resurrected and all this bullshit. I started to shake and twitch clutching my pillow. I was so mad at him! Seeing that I have been full of RAGE after Billy was killed, this was not good because all of my rage had no point to focus on and now he made himself the focus. I wanted the slap the crap out of him so bad. What the fuck is with all the religious bull??? First Grandma basically says that Billy’s soul will be condemned to hell because he was not baptized and now Jack wants to convert Louisiana’s non believers to god with my undead Brother?!?!?! I don’t know what to think right now and I just want to scream till I’m bloody.