Oct 27, 2007 20:06
i am reminded of a simpler sime in life. back in grade school when the only thing I ever worried about was having practice on saturday. My life radiated confidence, poise, and contentment. Yet, now i feel more than ever that i have lost a piece of my old self. Its back to the drawing board so to speak. Its time to make amends to the areas in my life that have gone untouched for so long. I miss things, yet I do know that the past is simply that.
I am back to the feelings of desparation, desparation for conversation and the feelings of the nights i wish could last forever. I have good friends, good grades, and a generally easy life. The only thing that I lack is the connections. the ones similar to the connections i had back in high school.
Life is full of twists, turns, forks, curves, dead ends, and open roads. Its easy to want to turn around for the fear of whats to come, but hell. I could use an adventure.