Sep 13, 2011 20:47
Just because I'm trying to be more active in the LJ Comm, and because I love y'all I'm curious as to whether or not anybody here is on LJ talk or any other kind of instant messenger? I'd love to talk to you guys, fangirl over Renji and Ichigo with you guys (I'm open to fangirling over other things too >.> just mainly them... And Grimmjow). Plus, I'm open to betaing for people and was hoping for help with some of my fics, any takers?
I dunno, I'm really sick today, feeling a little lonesome. See, all my friends moved away because I dropped out of school for a year and they graduated before me. They're moving on in their big fancy lives while I'm still struggling to repair the damage I caused when I stopped going to school. On top of that, I have a lump in my face, just underneath my right eye, that's growing, and the doctor's don't know what it is. The Docs aren't helping, and they're moving too slow and while I wait for them I get intense migraines, facial numbness, trouble sleeping and various other problems that get worse the bigger this thing grows. When I feel sick, my face swells up and I have to take antihistamines until it goes down enough that I feel human again. I'm feeling depressed, and I could use some fun people to help me feel better. Rest assured, I won't whine about my problems all the time, I just need a distraction.
I feel a little silly for saying all this, I'm such a wimp, but i think I'm allowed a few weak moments and this is one of them.
For those of you that bothered to read this, thanks, it means a lot to have people listen, even if its just to roll their eyes at my bitching.
Thanks, guys.
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