I am no longer a teen since this February and with the loss of my status as a teenager, I have lost my invincibility. For the first time in a long time I am feeling truly week.
I have almost no money, no job, and no means to support myself as of yet. I cant afford classes and I don’t know exactly I am going to be able to deal with my situation. I am currently filling out applications for local businesses in hopes of finding a job and at least keeping my current apartment until the lease ends. I can survive off of the giant bag of rice and the few bags of ramen and the other random things that I have paid for already if I know the rent is taken care of. If anyone knows of businesses hiring in Orlando, preferably near UCF, then please let me know about it. I am also not able to take classes next semester or over the summer unless I can pull a winning lottery ticket out of my butt. not being able to go to school and needing to work low paying jobs just to get by is incredibly humbling, and just as I was starting to have a little bit of pride in myself. This means that I will probably be missing almost every one of the summer plans I’ve made so far, including things like D&D, classes, vacations, and even MetroCon that I promised Roy I would be there for to see him perform. This makes me very unhappy, though I still keep up a pretty good happy face around people as not to make them feel the way I do. In conclusion I have no money and an unsure future. Anyone got a job for me?