Jan 26, 2005 16:55
It's been awhile. I think I have a hard time finding things to say that I don't mind having anyone read.
I have a quiz in an hour and four minutes. I'm sitting here doing this. Not good.
I'm so frustrated and irritable lately. I bite people's heads off (sorry guys) and I get so mad at people and then afterwards I think, who cares? Why did that make me so mad? I want really badly to go down to the cliffs and stare at the water right now. Maybe that would make me feel better. Maybe then I could be alone and undistracted long enough to really think and figure out what is behind this unhappy state. Maybe I already know, deep down, and I just need time to sort it all out. Oh well, the aforementioned quiz prohibits that anyway.