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[ardent_thirst]

I'm lacking:
creative energy
spirituality
space
a spaceship
passion
love
passionate love
red-like-the-wagon spray paint
jealousy
a good book/look/cook/nook
steadfastness
feeling comfortable
my friends, lovers, and my haters too
any determination
maths skills/kills

the desire to be here

I'm gaining:
the dollas [i make sweet sweets]
a nicotine addiction
spontanuity
settlement
aggravation
homesickness