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sometimes when i feel like i have so much to say, i cant seem to find the energy to say it. i exhaust myself by trying to evaluate what the right thing really is. i set myself up for it. the ideals i keep are too imaginative to ever come true, right?
i dont even feel like typing it here because i dont want to think about it. i dont want to talk about it to anyone ever again. im getting to that point where i start to ignore things.
my energy will now be spent going to the gym.
eating healthy
school work/reading
and poms
these things make me feel as though my efforts are worth it...and they keep me from thinking about anything else- whatever that may be
i dont even feel like typing it here because i dont want to think about it. i dont want to talk about it to anyone ever again. im getting to that point where i start to ignore things.
my energy will now be spent going to the gym.
eating healthy
school work/reading
and poms
these things make me feel as though my efforts are worth it...and they keep me from thinking about anything else- whatever that may be