Feb 05, 2004 21:25
as fun as it is working at CBS, and as exciting as it is to think about all the possibilities and opportunities that i have working there...i don't know how much longer i can take working both jobs. its not because i can't handle the work, its because i can't handle living at home anymore.
i can't afford to move out on my own if i work both jobs, but i can afford it if i go full-time at the bank. the thing is...i don't really like banking, and there are so many opportunities at CBS. i could be getting paid for doing something i actually enjoy. but i won't get that chance if i choose to move out.
sometimes i wonder if finishing college was the best thing for me to do. i stopped working for 1yr and on top of spending all the money i saved up for my truck and to move out, i also built up an $8000 debt that i'm paying off now. if i just kept on working, i'd be out on my own again..with a new truck.
"would've, could've, should've...if ifs and buts were candy and nuts, we'd all have a Merry Christmas."
i guess time for me to figure out what's more important.